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Dear Blogspot members and Friends...and whom everyelse may be reading this entry of mine...Its kind of funny how I find myself coming back to one site I use to write ...one time after another ..Either I am bored ..Just feeling over stressed...or just the need to write something.Well I guess I just thought I would share something since I forgot I even had this blog...So what s new with me you might ask or not ask...Well I have a new job...New hair color and I am on a diet my second day in...well thats all for today..
Happy Blogging...
Melissa

Dear Mom

Dear Mom ,
I am so sorry I never realized this until I got older ..That everything you normally said to me when I was younger had more truth to it then I realized. If only Jennifer could understand too ...I love you and just want us to be happy ..Even though I am faraway I think of you often ..I also thank you for everything you have done for me ...
Love always your daughter ...
Melissa

Why this!

Why this of all things in my life , why this .What your probably asking me..This is what ???after 2 years of being with Dave ..I am second guessing myself not him me..My heart , My feeling s dont get me wrong I love him..He loves me ...I just am sidetracked even though I am on the write track does that make sense??
Melissa
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Engaged in A moment

Hey all well its almost the new year and I miss all sorts of thing s that the new year brought me ...New Friends that I dont get to see so often that I wish I could see more ...I am now engaged to Dave the man whom I love and have been with for almost Two years just wanted to say hi Talk more soon ,
Melissa

Happy Birthday...26 Yikes

Hey bloggers whats up ...Well today is My 26 th Birthday...Yeah ..Doesnt feel like I am 26 because usually there is few feet of snow on the ground when my birthday rolls around...So it wasn't the greatest last year when we had a major snow storm when it was my bithday but surprisingly enough there is no snow at this point in time..Right now I am going threw what I have done ..in the past 26 years and what I would like to do next ...I would like to do so many things ..Well I would say ...what I want to do but thats a secret !!!~Melissa ...
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13 Days to go...~My thoughts ..for now

...13 days till I turn 26 !

This year went by quick!.It has been defintley a intertesting year though.Lost some friends meet some new ones *Monica* Got laid off ..Found myself in the Unemployment line ..There are so many things I would like to do before my 27th Birthday ...I would love to go home ..to visit my family and friends ...Miss the so much...I have been a stranger for the past couple of years to them though...Mainly because ..Of stupid personal reasons ...I let the past get the best of me ...2005 will be different though...Maybe my 27th year will be my year of luck !!! Gee I hope so...(lol)Man things ...have been so slacking ...lately ...I love it though!!!But whom wouldn't ....

Lates ...

Melissa

I need a Drink ...This is kinda a SOS!

Hi there ,
Well I think I need a good cold alcholic drink ( double shots ) so Stressed...
Christmas is 1 Month and 6 days away so many people on my list to get .
So many things to do ..Wish I was going home for Xmas but I am not which
sucks ..I have to stand tall right now ..For so many reasons ..I feel like I am
a DOORMAT !!!
I need Help (SOS)

Lates,

*Melissa*