13 Days to go...~My thoughts ..for now

...13 days till I turn 26 !

This year went by quick!.It has been defintley a intertesting year though.Lost some friends meet some new ones *Monica* Got laid off ..Found myself in the Unemployment line ..There are so many things I would like to do before my 27th Birthday ...I would love to go home ..to visit my family and friends ...Miss the so much...I have been a stranger for the past couple of years to them though...Mainly because ..Of stupid personal reasons ...I let the past get the best of me ...2005 will be different though...Maybe my 27th year will be my year of luck !!! Gee I hope so...(lol)Man things ...have been so slacking ...lately ...I love it though!!!But whom wouldn't ....

Lates ...

Melissa

I need a Drink ...This is kinda a SOS!

Hi there ,
Well I think I need a good cold alcholic drink ( double shots ) so Stressed...
Christmas is 1 Month and 6 days away so many people on my list to get .
So many things to do ..Wish I was going home for Xmas but I am not which
sucks ..I have to stand tall right now ..For so many reasons ..I feel like I am
a DOORMAT !!!
I need Help (SOS)

Lates,

*Melissa*

~Shopping....

Simple things are always the hardest things to do...Christmas Shopping !
I was in the mall trying to pick out Christmas presents/A Birthday gift and
of course I find that one of the hardest things to do ..There are so many toys ,
movies , etc and the worst thing for me is buying something and that person
is ungrateful 4 Stupid me I care some people don't , But I am one of those people whom
do why? Whom know' s !Well anything I wanted to get My friend's son ( Brady ) for his 2 nd birthday just happened to be sold out !!! I hate that but it happens to me alot! I ended up
buying him A truck with toy blocks in it and some tonka trucks ...You just can't go wrong there .......
Well I am sure Brady will have fun with that ...Christmas Shopping Grr ..That Is a another story well I should get going!
* Melissa *

Broken

Hey all its been awhile ..To all the reader s of Blogger ..sorry...I had writers block...I am back now though.....

Feeling ......
Broken ...
Lost ..
Worthless..
But @ the same time loved .how the f*ck is that ???
Don't make sense to me ...Nor will it..
can't wait till the Fantasia party tommorow night going to get some *Goodies*
Surprised...
Found out that the guy that drove me nuts @ Rmh got a Supervisior postion at Nucomm!
WtF? I am asking ? I just hope my friend *Laura* got the supervisior postion too though because
she is defintley more deserving ...
She ain't the shady type ..
Email's Welcome Dolphincries@hotmail.com
Lates
*Melissa*

small Blog

Hey there everyone ...It is been since Monday since I have written a blog...Been to busy but nothing really to share ..Just dropping a line to say "Hey"
Take care Melissa

NOYFB

Maybe you should take your own advice .. NOYFB get a life ..get a job ...and well your add it seek some "HELP"...Thank god ...That I dont know you!!!

This is My Blog

This is my blog ..Dont like ..Dont read it!!!
If you Like it ..then by all means read it..
Ha ha ..Think I care what you think about the way
I look. I dont care ..This is me ..Aint nobody going to
change the way I feel .If you think my life must be pretty
boring ..Maybe it is ...Its pretty pathetic ..When someone
posts pathetic hate comments it makes me laugh...
Bad thing is I have to read them ..Good Comment s are always welcome ..

Good Morning

Hey all ...Well it s November now Yikes ..I feel October went buy a little to fast ..But that means my Birthday is in 36 days the whole "26" This year ! Christmas Shopping ...Yikes there is only 54 days till Christmas and I have still like 10 people to buy for yikes ...well I should get a move on it then eh ? I was hoping to go home for Christmas but then the more I
thought about there is now way I could afford too...So I called my mother last night and told her that I would make it next year instead. She was ok with it.Last night for Halloween I went out for Dinner @ Keystone Kelly's then after that we went to the Movie theatre before we watched our movie Dave and I played Arcade games yeppie .!Our Movie of Choice was
"The Grudge" It wasnt scary for me ..I knew when the bad parts where coming ..but other that that it wasnt that bad ..David on the other hand was a little jumpy which surprise's me.That was it, For Halloween 2004 ..

Love Poem of the Day:

Secret Crush by Mary

Your eyes entrap me
Every time you're around
I want to let you know
But I can't make a sound

At first I never thought
I could feel this way
But my heart proves me wrong
Every day

I'm trying to get
The courage to let you know
What my feelings are
So afraid to show
You're the one for me
And soon
I'll let you see.

Love Quote of the Day :"Words and hearts should be handled with care, for words misspoken and hearts when broken are the hardest things to repair."-Source Unknown